Why I left my work in a hospital to give space to the Nature of Life.

I graduated in medicine and surgery in 2007, at that moment I was happy and tired. After 6 years of study and sweating on the books, I was pretty much looking forward to really care about other people and to start my career as a doctor and an independent man.

In the years that followed I worked in night shifts or as a substitute for family doctors while continuing my studies in emergency medicine and family medicine. It was a good time: work, money, not big responsibilities, independence.

But it didn't last for long.

In the young doctor's soul there was a feeling of something misplaced inside.

At that time I saw enough patients to understand that modern medicine by itself could not heal many of the conditions I encountered. The possibility I had while sitting in my doctor chair was mostly about choosing the good drug to reduce the aliment of my client but in fact... the illness was still there...

So I realized that western medicine gives answers to the questions "what", "who", "where", "when"... but not to the "why".

So the police know the crime scene but didn't find the "motive".

"Ok, with medical knowledge I understand why the cells of my stomach are creating excessive acid and I feel burn in my mouth because my cardias (the door that separate and isolate the stomach from the oesophagus) is loose, is increasing when I drink coffee, etc,

But ...WHY ME?

and why my cells start to go crazy and do that? and why not my friend that drinks 6 coffees per day?"

There was no answer to that question in my books and at the desk of my teachers.

In this rift of the magnificent medical culture I started my journey...

I wanted to know if there was somewhere in the world somebody able to answer this question: why me?

I started to learn that other Medicines exist, so I studied Ayurveda, Homeopathy and Shamanism.

Learning the ancient cultures my "whys" started to find answers. I started to understand that the "motive" of the discomfort was not for sure located in the body.

little note: I didn't like and accept the "new theories" so easily, they looked to me ignorant and silly at the beginning. I was a DOCTOR. So I'm grateful to all my friends that put their feet in the "absurd workshops" before me, they taught me with their life changes that I could benefit of something I didn't know and that wasn't written in a big medical book.

little note 2: I'm not one of the healers making war against medicine or vice versa, this is not in my intention. I'm grateful for all that I learned from medical school and all the tools I have now to understand human nature are growing in the matrix of my medical culture. I chose the path of integration.

Why wasting time fighting for who is right when you can take the best from both different cultures, combine them together and enjoy the new results?

It is so much joy to create different spaces when is needed, to shift from sitting on the doctor desk into performing a shamanic ritual; from prescribing drugs to support people in responsibly navigate their emotions.

So maybe all this for you is not new, and might also be that you are skeptical about "new medicines". So if you are part of the second group I have a question for you:

what if it is true?

what if your are living your plan-B life

because you didn't know that around you it is plenty of tools

to fully live your very special healthy life?

For my personal experience, mind crash and healing, I have another story to tell today.
I shifted from a basic, safe, controlled, I-can't, victim life; to a life so full of love, care, appreciation, magic, passion, beauty, miracles, joy, and possibilities ...

Join me,

Write me and TAKE YOUR LIFE BACK.

With Love
P Valentino B